Vol. 1 Issue 17

gaah..sem break is winding down..it's so frustrating..it feels like i havent done anything productive in terms of recreation..ive turned down a few of dates, parties, halloween parties, drinking sessions, and the like.

my mind just wants to get this sem started..so itll be busy again..i think my brain has had enough rest for the time being.. but whatever..

this is all ive done throughout break: read lost symbol by dan brown, worked out, movies, drank poison, had a few kickbacks, worked out movies, a couple of dates, movies, enrolled, worked out, and yeah. that's about it. i dont really know what to say tho. i seem more inspired or articulate when school is in session..i guess ill cut it here.

it felt like i had more to say when i was washing dishes, but i guess all my inspiration went away.

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Vol. 1 Issue 16

ENJOY!!!

lcg..cuda been there brosky


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Vol. 1 Issue 15

so..mission was accomplished..i got my cuzzo drunk like crazy..im gonna upload videos later..and pics..it was spectacular...id like to give mad props to ted and harold for helpin me out with mark...good deal..so yeah..he's passed out on the couch right now..

he's one angry-ass drunk..hella mean and shit..haha..but yeah..pics and vids will be up later..

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Vol. 1 Issue 14

i needed to get an entry in real quick..coz i hate the number 13..it's the only superstitious belief i have. the bad old number 13. so yeah.

sem break is almost over. and ive done nothing..went out a few times..finished that new book of d. brown- 'the lost symbol'.

im ready to take on this next sem. i found out my group members. so far..it's a good line up..i have a girl named____ for pure entertainment...and _____ for productivity, ____ for just good old random shit...that's all the members i know as of right now..but yeah..this group is my thesis group..so as long as ______is in my group, i know we'll do well..but yeah. nothing too much to write, since im doing nothing either.

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Vol. 1 Issue 13

Where do I even begin to start. I just visited the med school I plan to attend in a year and a half and DAMN. I'm fcukin stoked.

We got a list of all the classes that we'd be taking 1-3 year. And it looks chaotic and difficult. Gaaah.

I think all the decisions I've made in my life have led me to this moment. I know I'm 1.5 years away from it, but it feels like every single, minute, and trivial decision I've made has prepared for this. Say what u want. We're all entitled to our own opinions...decisions like: hiding my report card in the 4th grade, forging my parents signature in 2nd grade, getting all those time-outs in kindergarten and 1st grade, getting sent to the principal's office coz of bad conduct, not listening to my parents about trying in school, the very INFAMOUS kairos incident, the 2.8 GPAs in highschool, the stupid lazy weekends and days before taking the SAT, the stupid mistake of just applying to one university coz of having a gf, going out on a limb to make it work with my relationship which eventually ended, the hard and bitter break up with squishy, the change of the adminstrator at USF that led to my acceptance getting revoked, the decision to join the military which was a way of me giving up on everything, the decision to go the philippines to study, the relationship with bunny, and the sudden and abrupt end with bunny...my journey has begun.



So yeah. I've also realized how big of a task this really is. How this task is on a whole nother level.

the journey is the destination.

Vol. 1 Issue 12

what a day...all the things that couldve gone wrong have...we have a leak..w/c increased our water bill...usually 140 pesos..but the fuckin leak brought it up to 600..and now our sink is clogged with hella shit..and the pipe looks like it's made of clay..and lastly..im broke..i think i spent most of my money on starbucks to study for the finals that just passed....and now that im on break..i have no money.

and. sem break sucks balls.

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Vol. 1 Issue 11

there is no code of honor among boys here is there? no camaraderie or brotherhood..it's just dog-eat-dog here.

i got really pissed off today..coz some guys in my group were asking stupid-ass questions to which they already know the answer to..they just wanted to put my group and me on the spot..back home, i never encountered this..even with classmates that i hardly knew..it was automatic that you dont give the person presenting a hard time.

okay..granted...it's an oral defense meeting, so the...the guys even said during their oral defense to remember that we're friends...so in my head i was like 'ok..cool..theyre down with the easy asking'..so i asked an easy question. then when it's my turn..they reign down the questions..damn...fuckin hypocritical ppl with no sense of allegiance..but it's watever.

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Vol. 1 Issue 10

the song that i just added on this blog is very significant to me..it was an event that happened in march 17th 2005. i was driving my exgf home and it was around 9pm. on a saturday night.

this song came on...and we just sang to it like we always sang to whatever song came on from my ipod..and when it got to that solo guitar part..with the violin..it was a red light..and we just stared at each other..and at that moment..we both knew that this was gonna last forever...that nothing could stop us..

we were strong..we were fast..we were great..we were incomparable, we were unstoppable, we were in love..we were never meant to happen
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as the number one rule of nature goes..'all good things come to an end'..so yeah..ever since that moment..ive been guarded..and learned to never think like that again...

random entry..but ive listening to TBS lately..that's why i added this track to the blog..but yeah..

and YES..im still pretty scarred over it..it's been a long time..but im still affected by it..i dont care if u guys think 'duuuude..it's been hella long already..get over it'..uhmm..go fuck yourself ok?

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Vol. 1 Issue 9

blaaaah..im still hungover from last night..i drank this mixed drink called a zombie..got fcuuuuuked up..holy crap..it hit fast and furious..damn..

but yeah..finals are comin up. and im not even stressin about it..i just dont really think that it's gonan be hard, if you paid attention throughout the whole semester..im not being cocky or anything..that's just the way i feel..

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uhm..what else.

im sleepy.

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p.s. not much content in this entry. my apologies to my many readers..ahahaha.

Vol. 1 Issue 8

Im currently at bucks right now..smashin handouts and books..and so far..ive gotten a lot done..been here for about 4 hours now..and still at full speed. I cant believe finals are coming up..fuuck. let's just hope for the best. Im getting a h/a right now, so Im taking a break and blogging..

 

Im currently writing this entry on word..and every now and then I come back to it..so the subject may change from time to time and the time lapse

Wow..what a Saturday. By myself with nothing but my will and books/handouts. I should be out and about..enjoying myself..alas I am not. But every minute spent studying boosts my condfidence that much higher. And yeah. Just got done with another module in maternal child nursing..or whatever MCN stands for. Ugggh…my h/a is happening at faster intervals now…w/c means more breaks in between studying.

 

Ok..so it's been about 3 hours since I left the above segment..i got so much done today..it's ridiculous..but at the same time..i feel like it was an inadequate amount. Gaaaah…I dk..but then when I think overall..i feel like I have..i dk..im always like this when it comes to major exams..my friend and I were talking about med school an hour ago..and Im pretty stoked that she's gonna go with me…good to have a familiar face there..

 

Ughhh..it seems so far away..but in reality I only have like a year and half left…sounds like a little..but living it is a different feeling..obviously..haha.

 

 

So..its a;most 3 am..so I guess..i can knda relate to this soing on my blog..im pretty tipsy right now, so excuse my spelling,m too lazzyu to correct it.

 

So yrh..i was thinkin, both guys I was chillin today with have girls they wanna marry,. And theyre really lucky..so yeah..and thyere both locals..so that's good…I don't know what else to blog abou…I can barel type it..so yeah..ill cut it here..

 

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Vol. 1 Issue 7

so here i am..writing/typing on this blog thingy again...uhm so i shall blog about my experience today.
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i went to SM to study at starbucks for my upcoming major exam..as usual i had my usual partner in crime with me. and there was this girl that ive been talking to whenever im there..actually she works there..i shall name her bucks..haha. so bucks always talks to me..and complements me on my dimple..haha..so yeah..today..w/c is the 3rd time we chatted, i asked for her number..and she said.............................


NO. yeah..coz she has a bf and all..laaame. it's all good tho..haha. my friend was all like 'dont worry..she aint that pretty anyway' ..hella loud too...and before i left, i was saying bye to the starbucks crew..and i said by to bucks..but she didnt turn around..SO

im confused..is she mad at me? mad at me for asking her number?? haha..

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typhoon..actually a super typhoon is coming up..so yeah..if i dont blog for a couple of days..it's either one of three reasons..1)the power is out coz of the storm 2)im dead 3) im just fuckin lazy.

haha..most like 1 or 3..i hope..haha.

k..gotta get crackin on finals..my inspiration has run dry..

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