Vol. 1 Issue 18

it's been awhile since ive wrote anything in this thing..it feels like ive had so much time on my hands that i couldve easily slipped in an entry..but looking back on the past two weeks..it's been fckn busy as hell, that i have barely even noticed the time passing by...1st sem of 3rd year passed by so fast..it feels like i didnt even experience it..but the knowledge is there...but in terms of interactions with ppl..it's just a blur...2nd year seems more familiar to me than 1st sem of junior year..it's crazy..


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uhmm..ive just had an inspiration moment..haha..so imma cut my entry..and just write..here we go:

i know i was a kid that always came into the car with my shirt all stretched..gray and what not//the kid with pants with holes in em for skiddin too much while playin football and american football//i was kid that forged signatures in the 2nd grade coz i could//i was the kid that said "ill killy you if u dont buy me a popsicle!" in the 1st grade//but you know what?

im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today

i was the kid that started fights coz i made a touchdown//but the other team said 1 yard line//i was the kid that would throw bow's while rebounding//i was the kid that would always get notes home for bad behavior//i was the kid that would take the game cartridge out of your game boy while ur tryin to get your lightning badge//but you know what?

im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today

if u dont want me to collapse your self-esteem today//you better get outta my way//dont test me//coz i will run you over//been thru a lot of shit//not to say that ive been thru hell//but our own demons are what sell//you cant put out this fire//your situation is dire//i suggest you pack up ur shit and jump on those 4 tires//and never come back this way//coz imma end ur self esteem today.