boogers.

 im tired..i really had a lot to say, but when i got outta the shower, it's like i washed away all my awesome ideas in shower.it sucks..coz it sounded cool while i was thinkin it...dont u hate that? like..when u have something really deep and philosophical to talk about, but when given the chance, youre like "uhm...shiiett..." or something like that..haha...and when u try hard to remember what i was about and u end up typing it, it sounds stupid and unorganized..kinda like my blogs..haha..i mean..theyre not THAT disorganized..i like to think of them as being "ordered disogranization" yeah..that's an awesome term..that should be a band name..hahaha..

fccuk..i remember in highschool..when all these bands would come out with ambivalent themes like "hidden in plain view" or ....shit..that's all i can think of right now..hahaha..oh here..pathetic at best...that's kinda ironic right? coz it's like..theyre at their best, but pathetic? whatever though.

see? my mind is wandering now..i really wanna keep writing, coz my fingers got that 'typing-rhythm' goin..u know what i mean? where like you havent hit the backspace button yet? coz you havent messed up any of your words?  yeaah..u know what im talkin about..anyways..

i think i remember what i was gonna write about now..

i wish i could smack the jeepney driver when he waits too long..i wish i could throw my shoe at the teacher that extends the time, i wish they would just put a big-ass gazebo over auf to protect us from the sun, i wish skin color wasnt such a fckn issue..im dark and proud..but have you looked at any of the billboards here in the pi? theyre all fckn white. i wish tricycles had a curfew..coz im sick and tired of hearing buzz by at 10 pm, i wish the roads were smooth..so i would fuckin twist my ankle every time i walk 3 feet, i wish ppl here had the same humor as back home, i wish ppl wouldnt panic at the thought of oral defense[ but ill save that for another entry], i wish ppl would realize that there's a difference between balancing business and pleasure and getting things done, i wish ppl would stop that nosebleed thing, i wish they had more items on the mcdonald's menu like back home, i wish that CHN was an elective [hahahaha], i wish i could pick my nose and find white boogers, instead of black ones coz of all the smog that went up my fckn nose throughout the day. i wish i could stick yellow paper up all the assess of the ppl that ask us to use it, i wish i could wrap those same ppl in manila paper,

and lastly, i wish the philippines a very prosperous country-hood.. coz face it..im here..might as well love the philippines..those are just wishes i know i wont get.

p's and love