Monday, April 4, 2011

ok.

as the days start to subtract and subtract..i start to feel this kind of sadness...? im gonna miss my rle group.

i never really thought of em as anything..i just thought of em as a vessel to graduate. they were just that..nothing more..nothing less.

but now that im leaving soon..i realize they were my pseudofamily here..i didnt really have anyone here besides my SO. i hung out with em, stayed up late with em..gossiped with them..i dk. im gonna miss those ppl i guess.

throughout my four years here in the philippines, ive met a bunch of local ppl. local ppl that i thought were just temporary beings. that i wouldnt develop any kind of lasting friendship with them.

but now as i get closer to leaving this city, im realizing that im gonna miss some of these ppl. im never gonna see em again. or i mean it's a slim chance im gonna see em again. coz it's not like back home in the states, where you always have a chance of running into someone..these are different countries..haha. and yes..i may run into some of em in manila, but that also seems like a slim chance.

i dk..i just never thought i would miss the ppl here despite our differences.

weak entry, huh?


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