so it begins.

after a couple weeks of being back..everything is back to normal. she has exited my mind for the time being.  now it's just time to focus on my career.  it's a bittersweet feeling..i feel as if im finally free from her, but at the same im betraying her by forgetting about her..mixed feelings is all.

bitter, coz i dont wanna forget about her, i feel like if i forget about her, she'll forget about me..bitter coz i dont want her to think i dont love her anymore. 

but,

sweet, coz i can finally get back to my main goal without attachments, heartache, distractions, and longing.

Bittersweet
You're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and hate you at the very same time
Bittersweet