Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Vol. 1 Issue 6

ok..so i only have like 30 min to blog before i leave for clinicals..so here goes

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fuuuuck..i love filipino food. i just had 2 orders of nilaga beef..it's fckin awesome..before i moved here to the pi, i thought i would get sick of filipino food, but that's all i ever effin eat here..mmm..it's delicious..for those of you who dont know what nilaga is..it's basically just boiled beef with veggies. its good..trust.

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i thought i had more to say about nilaga, but i guess not..ahaha.

anyways, there's this news story about some ER doc..he stole the rolex of a dead patient..and the family is now claiming that the doctor didnt revive their father so he could take the watch..it's just freakin sad..it really is..the doctor is only 32..soooo young...here's the link to a vid regarding the whole story.

http://www.recordnet.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?category=videoplayer&vid=610


i hope i dont make that mistake..what if my pt has a batman watch? oooweeee.

pieces.

Vol. 1 Issue 5

ive added a song----long way home by my ex gf's brother's band.."endeverafter"

yes..i mentioned ex gf..i just want u ppl to know i know famous ppl..ahahahaha..


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the song makes me miss home a lot..its only once in awhile do i get really home sick..and it only lasts for a couple min. when i play this song..it just reminds of when i would be on the free way driving to work, home, friends house, parties, school and what have you...

i listened to it on the way home today from clinicals..and it made me wanna write about it..when in all honestly..i really dont know what to say about it..haha..i guess ill just put the lyrics down..and adjust them to my current situation..haha.


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"3 am and sleep must be the last thing on my mind
how did it get so late so fast, it still feels like last night
thinking about that sunrise as I GET ON THE JEEPNEY
thinking about the last time that i really felt alive
staring blankly at that road that stretches far ahead
i dont know when ill get back, or when i even left
think of lines and dreams and drives and hives that i just met
all along my eyes they burn while dreaming of my bed

and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
won't ya

morning strums the chaos dies and still i feel a mix
i cant recall what home feels like or if it still exists
and this long drive is suicide that never finishes
think of life through every mile and i still mell her skin
now im losing track of time in here the suns about to rise
thinking how these moments are the soundtracks to our lives
and i cant wait to taste the air of california skies
take me home to all my own, the home that i cant find

and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
take me home

Running back into that place from where i ran away
breathing every moment in that soon the time will take
think of all the scars; the stars; the hearts i had to break
one day i will find the time i never had to take

and its a long way home
another long day gone
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oh wont you take me home


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ok..i guess i just changed a few words. see??? that's how much i can relate to it..jussco lord.

pieces.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Vol. 1 Issue 4

Mooooosic...muuuuuusic

music is the best thing ever fuckin created..they say music can alter moods and talk to you.. and it's 100% true..there's not much that can pull you out of a slump, depression or what have you like music can. with music..it just sets the tone for that particular moment..everything around is just a blur of some sort..u dont even notice the problems anymore..ur mind is just free for those 210 seconds or so..

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but yeah..so uhmm..just got back from clinicals..pretty boring..not that busy..my pt was pretty chill today..he had COPD [some resp disorder for ppl not familiar with it]..but he was fine..

w/c is always the problem..sometimes these ppl come in with just a fever..and they fuckin get dx with somethin waaay of..like i had this kid that came in with fever..but they dx him with upper resp. tract infection...OKAY! first off..his white count was normal, his lymphocyte count was normal, and his chest x ray was normal..and when i assessed him..he wasnt coughing, wasnt lethargic. actually..he was fucking singing..and running around the room..im not a doctor yet..but that doesnt look like has a URTI!..sometimes i think these fuckin doctors are just dxing these ppl with something they dont have so they could milk them for all they got..it's ridiculous..

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finals comin up..gotta get smashin.

pieces.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Vol. 1 Issue 3.1

Ok..i should prly give an introduction about what this blog is about. so here goes

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this blog is about me. about the random thoughts that enter my mind, the events that take place, the struggles, and problems that occur throughout my education to be a physician. so there will be topics about women problems, stupid guys that act a fool, and other subjects. so if you want an engaging blog to read..this is not one. but if u want to read a blog about stupid shit, random stories, boring adventures, and read about a dude on his way to success..this is the one. so yeah. hope you guys enjoy the blog.

Vol. 1 Issue 3

there is never enough time to complete all that must be completed..i knw..instead of blogging right now, i shud just work on the stuff that needs to be done..but im not..and even if i did..it would be equivalent to me pulling one strand of my hair out of my head...THERE's still a whole lot more to be done..

finals are coming up..and its really overwhelming..ive been in the situation before, but u just never really get used to it..haha. i just thought i would take the time and type about it..so yeah. bleeh blaah bloooh.


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got a new chatter box! yipeee..havent had one of those since xanga..haha.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Vol. 1 Issue 2

So, another blog. Gaaah. i know i said i wasnt gonna start another one till i finished school, but i did. i changed a lot of things. looong story. to sum it up, i just grew up. im not sure what to write about, but i decided just to blog so ill have more than 1 entry on here.

right now, im a junior in nursing school..so that's that. and im gonna go to medical school afterwards. so i still got a long ways to go before i finish, but im willing to do it. ohh yeah, so im here in the philippines. going to school here. im originally from californIA. havent been back for a year..not that long..but yeah

so uhmm..what else, i guess ill introduce myself

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i consider myself to be very independent, school is top priority right now, i feel like i cant be stopped from reaching my goal of being a physician.
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that's it for now..as the blogs pile up, youll prly be able to figure me out..if u havent already...im a pretty readable person..haha. so yeah..that's that.

got finals comin up..so i gotta get cracking

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Vol 1. Issue1

test run. starting anew. let's keep moving.