I regret this even more. It was a long shot. I didn't think you would really let me see you. I didn't think I would drive all the way over there. But that all happened.
Now looking back and seeing your face, feels like a dream. I feel emotionally paralyzed. I can't help but keep rewinding those few moments.
You are truly my Achilles heel.
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 19
my knees are aching..gaah..when it feels like i did too much..all i did was workout..run around main campus for my visa renewal..go to the mall to buy some stuff for my parents...
u know that knee pain? where it's a dull ache? u mostly get it when it's cold? ahh..whatever..
haha
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im tired.
p's.
p.s. check out this website..funny as hell www.theoatmeal.com
u know that knee pain? where it's a dull ache? u mostly get it when it's cold? ahh..whatever..
haha
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im tired.
p's.
p.s. check out this website..funny as hell www.theoatmeal.com
Monday, November 16, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 18
it's been awhile since ive wrote anything in this thing..it feels like ive had so much time on my hands that i couldve easily slipped in an entry..but looking back on the past two weeks..it's been fckn busy as hell, that i have barely even noticed the time passing by...1st sem of 3rd year passed by so fast..it feels like i didnt even experience it..but the knowledge is there...but in terms of interactions with ppl..it's just a blur...2nd year seems more familiar to me than 1st sem of junior year..it's crazy..
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uhmm..ive just had an inspiration moment..haha..so imma cut my entry..and just write..here we go:
i know i was a kid that always came into the car with my shirt all stretched..gray and what not//the kid with pants with holes in em for skiddin too much while playin football and american football//i was kid that forged signatures in the 2nd grade coz i could//i was the kid that said "ill killy you if u dont buy me a popsicle!" in the 1st grade//but you know what?
im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today
i was the kid that started fights coz i made a touchdown//but the other team said 1 yard line//i was the kid that would throw bow's while rebounding//i was the kid that would always get notes home for bad behavior//i was the kid that would take the game cartridge out of your game boy while ur tryin to get your lightning badge//but you know what?
im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today
if u dont want me to collapse your self-esteem today//you better get outta my way//dont test me//coz i will run you over//been thru a lot of shit//not to say that ive been thru hell//but our own demons are what sell//you cant put out this fire//your situation is dire//i suggest you pack up ur shit and jump on those 4 tires//and never come back this way//coz imma end ur self esteem today.
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uhmm..ive just had an inspiration moment..haha..so imma cut my entry..and just write..here we go:
i know i was a kid that always came into the car with my shirt all stretched..gray and what not//the kid with pants with holes in em for skiddin too much while playin football and american football//i was kid that forged signatures in the 2nd grade coz i could//i was the kid that said "ill killy you if u dont buy me a popsicle!" in the 1st grade//but you know what?
im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today
i was the kid that started fights coz i made a touchdown//but the other team said 1 yard line//i was the kid that would throw bow's while rebounding//i was the kid that would always get notes home for bad behavior//i was the kid that would take the game cartridge out of your game boy while ur tryin to get your lightning badge//but you know what?
im still that kid//im just a little bit more civilized//a little bit more taller//a little bit more of a baller//but if u push me//i will grab your lunch money from you//bitch, u better believe me when i say//imma end your self-esteem today
if u dont want me to collapse your self-esteem today//you better get outta my way//dont test me//coz i will run you over//been thru a lot of shit//not to say that ive been thru hell//but our own demons are what sell//you cant put out this fire//your situation is dire//i suggest you pack up ur shit and jump on those 4 tires//and never come back this way//coz imma end ur self esteem today.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 17
gaah..sem break is winding down..it's so frustrating..it feels like i havent done anything productive in terms of recreation..ive turned down a few of dates, parties, halloween parties, drinking sessions, and the like.
my mind just wants to get this sem started..so itll be busy again..i think my brain has had enough rest for the time being.. but whatever..
this is all ive done throughout break: read lost symbol by dan brown, worked out, movies, drank poison, had a few kickbacks, worked out movies, a couple of dates, movies, enrolled, worked out, and yeah. that's about it. i dont really know what to say tho. i seem more inspired or articulate when school is in session..i guess ill cut it here.
it felt like i had more to say when i was washing dishes, but i guess all my inspiration went away.
p's
my mind just wants to get this sem started..so itll be busy again..i think my brain has had enough rest for the time being.. but whatever..
this is all ive done throughout break: read lost symbol by dan brown, worked out, movies, drank poison, had a few kickbacks, worked out movies, a couple of dates, movies, enrolled, worked out, and yeah. that's about it. i dont really know what to say tho. i seem more inspired or articulate when school is in session..i guess ill cut it here.
it felt like i had more to say when i was washing dishes, but i guess all my inspiration went away.
p's
Friday, October 30, 2009
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Vol. 1 Issue 15
so..mission was accomplished..i got my cuzzo drunk like crazy..im gonna upload videos later..and pics..it was spectacular...id like to give mad props to ted and harold for helpin me out with mark...good deal..so yeah..he's passed out on the couch right now..
he's one angry-ass drunk..hella mean and shit..haha..but yeah..pics and vids will be up later..
p's
he's one angry-ass drunk..hella mean and shit..haha..but yeah..pics and vids will be up later..
p's
Monday, October 26, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 14
i needed to get an entry in real quick..coz i hate the number 13..it's the only superstitious belief i have. the bad old number 13. so yeah.
sem break is almost over. and ive done nothing..went out a few times..finished that new book of d. brown- 'the lost symbol'.
im ready to take on this next sem. i found out my group members. so far..it's a good line up..i have a girl named____ for pure entertainment...and _____ for productivity, ____ for just good old random shit...that's all the members i know as of right now..but yeah..this group is my thesis group..so as long as ______is in my group, i know we'll do well..but yeah. nothing too much to write, since im doing nothing either.
p's.
sem break is almost over. and ive done nothing..went out a few times..finished that new book of d. brown- 'the lost symbol'.
im ready to take on this next sem. i found out my group members. so far..it's a good line up..i have a girl named____ for pure entertainment...and _____ for productivity, ____ for just good old random shit...that's all the members i know as of right now..but yeah..this group is my thesis group..so as long as ______is in my group, i know we'll do well..but yeah. nothing too much to write, since im doing nothing either.
p's.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 13
Where do I even begin to start. I just visited the med school I plan to attend in a year and a half and DAMN. I'm fcukin stoked.
We got a list of all the classes that we'd be taking 1-3 year. And it looks chaotic and difficult. Gaaah.
I think all the decisions I've made in my life have led me to this moment. I know I'm 1.5 years away from it, but it feels like every single, minute, and trivial decision I've made has prepared for this. Say what u want. We're all entitled to our own opinions...decisions like: hiding my report card in the 4th grade, forging my parents signature in 2nd grade, getting all those time-outs in kindergarten and 1st grade, getting sent to the principal's office coz of bad conduct, not listening to my parents about trying in school, the very INFAMOUS kairos incident, the 2.8 GPAs in highschool, the stupid lazy weekends and days before taking the SAT, the stupid mistake of just applying to one university coz of having a gf, going out on a limb to make it work with my relationship which eventually ended, the hard and bitter break up with squishy, the change of the adminstrator at USF that led to my acceptance getting revoked, the decision to join the military which was a way of me giving up on everything, the decision to go the philippines to study, the relationship with bunny, and the sudden and abrupt end with bunny...my journey has begun.
So yeah. I've also realized how big of a task this really is. How this task is on a whole nother level.
the journey is the destination.
We got a list of all the classes that we'd be taking 1-3 year. And it looks chaotic and difficult. Gaaah.
I think all the decisions I've made in my life have led me to this moment. I know I'm 1.5 years away from it, but it feels like every single, minute, and trivial decision I've made has prepared for this. Say what u want. We're all entitled to our own opinions...decisions like: hiding my report card in the 4th grade, forging my parents signature in 2nd grade, getting all those time-outs in kindergarten and 1st grade, getting sent to the principal's office coz of bad conduct, not listening to my parents about trying in school, the very INFAMOUS kairos incident, the 2.8 GPAs in highschool, the stupid lazy weekends and days before taking the SAT, the stupid mistake of just applying to one university coz of having a gf, going out on a limb to make it work with my relationship which eventually ended, the hard and bitter break up with squishy, the change of the adminstrator at USF that led to my acceptance getting revoked, the decision to join the military which was a way of me giving up on everything, the decision to go the philippines to study, the relationship with bunny, and the sudden and abrupt end with bunny...my journey has begun.
So yeah. I've also realized how big of a task this really is. How this task is on a whole nother level.
the journey is the destination.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 12
what a day...all the things that couldve gone wrong have...we have a leak..w/c increased our water bill...usually 140 pesos..but the fuckin leak brought it up to 600..and now our sink is clogged with hella shit..and the pipe looks like it's made of clay..and lastly..im broke..i think i spent most of my money on starbucks to study for the finals that just passed....and now that im on break..i have no money.
and. sem break sucks balls.
pieces.
and. sem break sucks balls.
pieces.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 11
there is no code of honor among boys here is there? no camaraderie or brotherhood..it's just dog-eat-dog here.
i got really pissed off today..coz some guys in my group were asking stupid-ass questions to which they already know the answer to..they just wanted to put my group and me on the spot..back home, i never encountered this..even with classmates that i hardly knew..it was automatic that you dont give the person presenting a hard time.
okay..granted...it's an oral defense meeting, so the...the guys even said during their oral defense to remember that we're friends...so in my head i was like 'ok..cool..theyre down with the easy asking'..so i asked an easy question. then when it's my turn..they reign down the questions..damn...fuckin hypocritical ppl with no sense of allegiance..but it's watever.
pieces.
i got really pissed off today..coz some guys in my group were asking stupid-ass questions to which they already know the answer to..they just wanted to put my group and me on the spot..back home, i never encountered this..even with classmates that i hardly knew..it was automatic that you dont give the person presenting a hard time.
okay..granted...it's an oral defense meeting, so the...the guys even said during their oral defense to remember that we're friends...so in my head i was like 'ok..cool..theyre down with the easy asking'..so i asked an easy question. then when it's my turn..they reign down the questions..damn...fuckin hypocritical ppl with no sense of allegiance..but it's watever.
pieces.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 10
the song that i just added on this blog is very significant to me..it was an event that happened in march 17th 2005. i was driving my exgf home and it was around 9pm. on a saturday night.
this song came on...and we just sang to it like we always sang to whatever song came on from my ipod..and when it got to that solo guitar part..with the violin..it was a red light..and we just stared at each other..and at that moment..we both knew that this was gonna last forever...that nothing could stop us..
we were strong..we were fast..we were great..we were incomparable, we were unstoppable, we were in love..we were never meant to happen
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as the number one rule of nature goes..'all good things come to an end'..so yeah..ever since that moment..ive been guarded..and learned to never think like that again...
random entry..but ive listening to TBS lately..that's why i added this track to the blog..but yeah..
and YES..im still pretty scarred over it..it's been a long time..but im still affected by it..i dont care if u guys think 'duuuude..it's been hella long already..get over it'..uhmm..go fuck yourself ok?
pieces.
this song came on...and we just sang to it like we always sang to whatever song came on from my ipod..and when it got to that solo guitar part..with the violin..it was a red light..and we just stared at each other..and at that moment..we both knew that this was gonna last forever...that nothing could stop us..
we were strong..we were fast..we were great..we were incomparable, we were unstoppable, we were in love..we were never meant to happen
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as the number one rule of nature goes..'all good things come to an end'..so yeah..ever since that moment..ive been guarded..and learned to never think like that again...
random entry..but ive listening to TBS lately..that's why i added this track to the blog..but yeah..
and YES..im still pretty scarred over it..it's been a long time..but im still affected by it..i dont care if u guys think 'duuuude..it's been hella long already..get over it'..uhmm..go fuck yourself ok?
pieces.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 9
blaaaah..im still hungover from last night..i drank this mixed drink called a zombie..got fcuuuuuked up..holy crap..it hit fast and furious..damn..
but yeah..finals are comin up. and im not even stressin about it..i just dont really think that it's gonan be hard, if you paid attention throughout the whole semester..im not being cocky or anything..that's just the way i feel..
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uhm..what else.
im sleepy.
pieces.
p.s. not much content in this entry. my apologies to my many readers..ahahaha.
but yeah..finals are comin up. and im not even stressin about it..i just dont really think that it's gonan be hard, if you paid attention throughout the whole semester..im not being cocky or anything..that's just the way i feel..
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uhm..what else.
im sleepy.
pieces.
p.s. not much content in this entry. my apologies to my many readers..ahahaha.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 8
Im currently at bucks right now..smashin handouts and books..and so far..ive gotten a lot done..been here for about 4 hours now..and still at full speed. I cant believe finals are coming up..fuuck. let's just hope for the best. Im getting a h/a right now, so Im taking a break and blogging..
Im currently writing this entry on word..and every now and then I come back to it..so the subject may change from time to time and the time lapse
Wow..what a Saturday. By myself with nothing but my will and books/handouts. I should be out and about..enjoying myself..alas I am not. But every minute spent studying boosts my condfidence that much higher. And yeah. Just got done with another module in maternal child nursing..or whatever MCN stands for. Ugggh…my h/a is happening at faster intervals now…w/c means more breaks in between studying.
Ok..so it's been about 3 hours since I left the above segment..i got so much done today..it's ridiculous..but at the same time..i feel like it was an inadequate amount. Gaaaah…I dk..but then when I think overall..i feel like I have..i dk..im always like this when it comes to major exams..my friend and I were talking about med school an hour ago..and Im pretty stoked that she's gonna go with me…good to have a familiar face there..
Ughhh..it seems so far away..but in reality I only have like a year and half left…sounds like a little..but living it is a different feeling..obviously..haha.
So..its a;most 3 am..so I guess..i can knda relate to this soing on my blog..im pretty tipsy right now, so excuse my spelling,m too lazzyu to correct it.
So yrh..i was thinkin, both guys I was chillin today with have girls they wanna marry,. And theyre really lucky..so yeah..and thyere both locals..so that's good…I don't know what else to blog abou…I can barel type it..so yeah..ill cut it here..
Pieces
Friday, October 2, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 7
so here i am..writing/typing on this blog thingy again...uhm so i shall blog about my experience today.
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i went to SM to study at starbucks for my upcoming major exam..as usual i had my usual partner in crime with me. and there was this girl that ive been talking to whenever im there..actually she works there..i shall name her bucks..haha. so bucks always talks to me..and complements me on my dimple..haha..so yeah..today..w/c is the 3rd time we chatted, i asked for her number..and she said.............................
NO. yeah..coz she has a bf and all..laaame. it's all good tho..haha. my friend was all like 'dont worry..she aint that pretty anyway' ..hella loud too...and before i left, i was saying bye to the starbucks crew..and i said by to bucks..but she didnt turn around..SO
im confused..is she mad at me? mad at me for asking her number?? haha..
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typhoon..actually a super typhoon is coming up..so yeah..if i dont blog for a couple of days..it's either one of three reasons..1)the power is out coz of the storm 2)im dead 3) im just fuckin lazy.
haha..most like 1 or 3..i hope..haha.
k..gotta get crackin on finals..my inspiration has run dry..
pieces.
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i went to SM to study at starbucks for my upcoming major exam..as usual i had my usual partner in crime with me. and there was this girl that ive been talking to whenever im there..actually she works there..i shall name her bucks..haha. so bucks always talks to me..and complements me on my dimple..haha..so yeah..today..w/c is the 3rd time we chatted, i asked for her number..and she said.............................
NO. yeah..coz she has a bf and all..laaame. it's all good tho..haha. my friend was all like 'dont worry..she aint that pretty anyway' ..hella loud too...and before i left, i was saying bye to the starbucks crew..and i said by to bucks..but she didnt turn around..SO
im confused..is she mad at me? mad at me for asking her number?? haha..
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typhoon..actually a super typhoon is coming up..so yeah..if i dont blog for a couple of days..it's either one of three reasons..1)the power is out coz of the storm 2)im dead 3) im just fuckin lazy.
haha..most like 1 or 3..i hope..haha.
k..gotta get crackin on finals..my inspiration has run dry..
pieces.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 6
ok..so i only have like 30 min to blog before i leave for clinicals..so here goes
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fuuuuck..i love filipino food. i just had 2 orders of nilaga beef..it's fckin awesome..before i moved here to the pi, i thought i would get sick of filipino food, but that's all i ever effin eat here..mmm..it's delicious..for those of you who dont know what nilaga is..it's basically just boiled beef with veggies. its good..trust.
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i thought i had more to say about nilaga, but i guess not..ahaha.
anyways, there's this news story about some ER doc..he stole the rolex of a dead patient..and the family is now claiming that the doctor didnt revive their father so he could take the watch..it's just freakin sad..it really is..the doctor is only 32..soooo young...here's the link to a vid regarding the whole story.
http://www.recordnet.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?category=videoplayer&vid=610
i hope i dont make that mistake..what if my pt has a batman watch? oooweeee.
pieces.
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fuuuuck..i love filipino food. i just had 2 orders of nilaga beef..it's fckin awesome..before i moved here to the pi, i thought i would get sick of filipino food, but that's all i ever effin eat here..mmm..it's delicious..for those of you who dont know what nilaga is..it's basically just boiled beef with veggies. its good..trust.
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i thought i had more to say about nilaga, but i guess not..ahaha.
anyways, there's this news story about some ER doc..he stole the rolex of a dead patient..and the family is now claiming that the doctor didnt revive their father so he could take the watch..it's just freakin sad..it really is..the doctor is only 32..soooo young...here's the link to a vid regarding the whole story.
http://www.recordnet.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?category=videoplayer&vid=610
i hope i dont make that mistake..what if my pt has a batman watch? oooweeee.
pieces.
Vol. 1 Issue 5
ive added a song----long way home by my ex gf's brother's band.."endeverafter"
yes..i mentioned ex gf..i just want u ppl to know i know famous ppl..ahahahaha..
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the song makes me miss home a lot..its only once in awhile do i get really home sick..and it only lasts for a couple min. when i play this song..it just reminds of when i would be on the free way driving to work, home, friends house, parties, school and what have you...
i listened to it on the way home today from clinicals..and it made me wanna write about it..when in all honestly..i really dont know what to say about it..haha..i guess ill just put the lyrics down..and adjust them to my current situation..haha.
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"3 am and sleep must be the last thing on my mind
how did it get so late so fast, it still feels like last night
thinking about that sunrise as I GET ON THE JEEPNEY
thinking about the last time that i really felt alive
staring blankly at that road that stretches far ahead
i dont know when ill get back, or when i even left
think of lines and dreams and drives and hives that i just met
all along my eyes they burn while dreaming of my bed
and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
won't ya
morning strums the chaos dies and still i feel a mix
i cant recall what home feels like or if it still exists
and this long drive is suicide that never finishes
think of life through every mile and i still mell her skin
now im losing track of time in here the suns about to rise
thinking how these moments are the soundtracks to our lives
and i cant wait to taste the air of california skies
take me home to all my own, the home that i cant find
and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
take me home
Running back into that place from where i ran away
breathing every moment in that soon the time will take
think of all the scars; the stars; the hearts i had to break
one day i will find the time i never had to take
and its a long way home
another long day gone
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oh wont you take me home
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ok..i guess i just changed a few words. see??? that's how much i can relate to it..jussco lord.
pieces.
yes..i mentioned ex gf..i just want u ppl to know i know famous ppl..ahahahaha..
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the song makes me miss home a lot..its only once in awhile do i get really home sick..and it only lasts for a couple min. when i play this song..it just reminds of when i would be on the free way driving to work, home, friends house, parties, school and what have you...
i listened to it on the way home today from clinicals..and it made me wanna write about it..when in all honestly..i really dont know what to say about it..haha..i guess ill just put the lyrics down..and adjust them to my current situation..haha.
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"3 am and sleep must be the last thing on my mind
how did it get so late so fast, it still feels like last night
thinking about that sunrise as I GET ON THE JEEPNEY
thinking about the last time that i really felt alive
staring blankly at that road that stretches far ahead
i dont know when ill get back, or when i even left
think of lines and dreams and drives and hives that i just met
all along my eyes they burn while dreaming of my bed
and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
won't ya
morning strums the chaos dies and still i feel a mix
i cant recall what home feels like or if it still exists
and this long drive is suicide that never finishes
think of life through every mile and i still mell her skin
now im losing track of time in here the suns about to rise
thinking how these moments are the soundtracks to our lives
and i cant wait to taste the air of california skies
take me home to all my own, the home that i cant find
and its a long way home
another long day gone
oh wont you take me home
take me home
Running back into that place from where i ran away
breathing every moment in that soon the time will take
think of all the scars; the stars; the hearts i had to break
one day i will find the time i never had to take
and its a long way home
another long day gone
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oh wont you take me home
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ok..i guess i just changed a few words. see??? that's how much i can relate to it..jussco lord.
pieces.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 4
Mooooosic...muuuuuusic
music is the best thing ever fuckin created..they say music can alter moods and talk to you.. and it's 100% true..there's not much that can pull you out of a slump, depression or what have you like music can. with music..it just sets the tone for that particular moment..everything around is just a blur of some sort..u dont even notice the problems anymore..ur mind is just free for those 210 seconds or so..
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but yeah..so uhmm..just got back from clinicals..pretty boring..not that busy..my pt was pretty chill today..he had COPD [some resp disorder for ppl not familiar with it]..but he was fine..
w/c is always the problem..sometimes these ppl come in with just a fever..and they fuckin get dx with somethin waaay of..like i had this kid that came in with fever..but they dx him with upper resp. tract infection...OKAY! first off..his white count was normal, his lymphocyte count was normal, and his chest x ray was normal..and when i assessed him..he wasnt coughing, wasnt lethargic. actually..he was fucking singing..and running around the room..im not a doctor yet..but that doesnt look like has a URTI!..sometimes i think these fuckin doctors are just dxing these ppl with something they dont have so they could milk them for all they got..it's ridiculous..
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finals comin up..gotta get smashin.
pieces.
music is the best thing ever fuckin created..they say music can alter moods and talk to you.. and it's 100% true..there's not much that can pull you out of a slump, depression or what have you like music can. with music..it just sets the tone for that particular moment..everything around is just a blur of some sort..u dont even notice the problems anymore..ur mind is just free for those 210 seconds or so..
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but yeah..so uhmm..just got back from clinicals..pretty boring..not that busy..my pt was pretty chill today..he had COPD [some resp disorder for ppl not familiar with it]..but he was fine..
w/c is always the problem..sometimes these ppl come in with just a fever..and they fuckin get dx with somethin waaay of..like i had this kid that came in with fever..but they dx him with upper resp. tract infection...OKAY! first off..his white count was normal, his lymphocyte count was normal, and his chest x ray was normal..and when i assessed him..he wasnt coughing, wasnt lethargic. actually..he was fucking singing..and running around the room..im not a doctor yet..but that doesnt look like has a URTI!..sometimes i think these fuckin doctors are just dxing these ppl with something they dont have so they could milk them for all they got..it's ridiculous..
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finals comin up..gotta get smashin.
pieces.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 3.1
Ok..i should prly give an introduction about what this blog is about. so here goes
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this blog is about me. about the random thoughts that enter my mind, the events that take place, the struggles, and problems that occur throughout my education to be a physician. so there will be topics about women problems, stupid guys that act a fool, and other subjects. so if you want an engaging blog to read..this is not one. but if u want to read a blog about stupid shit, random stories, boring adventures, and read about a dude on his way to success..this is the one. so yeah. hope you guys enjoy the blog.
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this blog is about me. about the random thoughts that enter my mind, the events that take place, the struggles, and problems that occur throughout my education to be a physician. so there will be topics about women problems, stupid guys that act a fool, and other subjects. so if you want an engaging blog to read..this is not one. but if u want to read a blog about stupid shit, random stories, boring adventures, and read about a dude on his way to success..this is the one. so yeah. hope you guys enjoy the blog.
Vol. 1 Issue 3
there is never enough time to complete all that must be completed..i knw..instead of blogging right now, i shud just work on the stuff that needs to be done..but im not..and even if i did..it would be equivalent to me pulling one strand of my hair out of my head...THERE's still a whole lot more to be done..
finals are coming up..and its really overwhelming..ive been in the situation before, but u just never really get used to it..haha. i just thought i would take the time and type about it..so yeah. bleeh blaah bloooh.
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got a new chatter box! yipeee..havent had one of those since xanga..haha.
finals are coming up..and its really overwhelming..ive been in the situation before, but u just never really get used to it..haha. i just thought i would take the time and type about it..so yeah. bleeh blaah bloooh.
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got a new chatter box! yipeee..havent had one of those since xanga..haha.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Vol. 1 Issue 2
So, another blog. Gaaah. i know i said i wasnt gonna start another one till i finished school, but i did. i changed a lot of things. looong story. to sum it up, i just grew up. im not sure what to write about, but i decided just to blog so ill have more than 1 entry on here.
right now, im a junior in nursing school..so that's that. and im gonna go to medical school afterwards. so i still got a long ways to go before i finish, but im willing to do it. ohh yeah, so im here in the philippines. going to school here. im originally from californIA. havent been back for a year..not that long..but yeah
so uhmm..what else, i guess ill introduce myself
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i consider myself to be very independent, school is top priority right now, i feel like i cant be stopped from reaching my goal of being a physician.
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that's it for now..as the blogs pile up, youll prly be able to figure me out..if u havent already...im a pretty readable person..haha. so yeah..that's that.
got finals comin up..so i gotta get cracking
right now, im a junior in nursing school..so that's that. and im gonna go to medical school afterwards. so i still got a long ways to go before i finish, but im willing to do it. ohh yeah, so im here in the philippines. going to school here. im originally from californIA. havent been back for a year..not that long..but yeah
so uhmm..what else, i guess ill introduce myself
............
i consider myself to be very independent, school is top priority right now, i feel like i cant be stopped from reaching my goal of being a physician.
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that's it for now..as the blogs pile up, youll prly be able to figure me out..if u havent already...im a pretty readable person..haha. so yeah..that's that.
got finals comin up..so i gotta get cracking
Thursday, September 24, 2009
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