another music entry.

remember when the music u listened to was basically your identity? or u assumed that ppl would look at you a certain way if they heard what music u listened to?  like when i listened to underoath i used to think that ppl would think i was atypical in a cool way..i mean, i still listen to underoath..haha..oh for those of you who dont know, underoath is a screamo band..but yeah..and if i listened to hieroglyphics [underground hip hop], i thought ppl would think i was a chill dude..haha. 

i used to just stick to just one genre actually..coz i thought that was the cool thing to do in high school..haha..now i just dont give a f.  i listen to everything..even country..yes..taylor swift counts as country in my book..and when i see ppl limiting themselves to one genre, it pisses me off..hahaha..coz all music should be listened too..each has it's own gravity..by that, i mean it has it's own unique way of making you zone out..but yeah..i just got back from clinicals..so im dunzo for now.

pieces.

awesome guy

dark knight

fcuuuk..my stupid signature thing wont work..i dk why.

anyways..i was lookin online if there was any recent news about a 3rd installment for the batman franchise. as some of you may know..im a huge batman fan..as geeky as it sounds..i dont really care..i grew up on that dude..my first action figure when i was 3 [or so my mom tells me] was a batman action figure..and i still have the very first batman movie [1989] VHS..crazzzzy..huh? yeah..it is.  so yeah..while i was lookin it up..it made me think about the day i watched dark knight.

it was the day before midterms.  i was a sophomore .and the day before dark knight would be released..if i remember right, it was july 17, 2008..and the release date was..obviously the 18th.  so yeah..im on my way back from coffee academy from studying, when i see on the sign of robinson's mall "dark knight"..im on a jeep already..im like.."fcuuuk...duuude..i cant believe it's in theatres already! gotta go back!" and another thing u guys may know is im a study freak..ill flake on ppl, not return texts/calls, and all that if i got some studying to do..but that day..i got back on a jeep and went to robinsons...so yeah..get into the theatre..and the opening scene starts..

the feeling i got from that was just like the way i felt when i would step in to kb toys or toys r us, or any toy store for that matter when i was a kid. i was in awe..like..i couldnt believe i was finally watching it..coz ive been following the movie a year before..look at production clips and all that, movie stills, and any news about the dark knight..so as u can tell i was pretty stoked. and to finally watch it on the big screen..man..it was awesome..but yeah..that's all i gotta say..haha.


awesome guy (stupid signature thingy)

water spinach

so like..this entry is about water spinach..aka..kang-kong..ive been eating a lot of that lately..coz im broke as hell..well not really..im just tryin to save up money so i can go back to the states..haha..

and i dont really like saying the word kang-kong..coz for some twisted reason..it reminds of the word "thong." hahaha...so when i do end up saying it..it sounds hella funny..like when i go to a food joint, like chow-king..ill order kang kong.and the dude wont understand me..so i gotta say it like 3x more..hahah..

ahh..kang-kong..it makes me poop alot too..i think that's one of the things i like about it too..when i get up in the morning..and drink my coffee..i start to feel that uneasy feeling in my stomach..and u know what i do? i just smile..and let it build..build up to the point where i have to run to the restroom..sometimes ill bring a book with me..actually. make that most of the time..coz i like to marinate myself in the stench of my own shit..it's liberating....hahaha...that was stupid..but yeah..i do end up bringing a book with me..coz kang kong makes me shit pounds, son! it's good tho.

thanks kang-kong.

love,

awesome guy. (signature thingy isnt working..so i gotta do it manually..laaame.)

My lip bled

It's been awhile since I've blogged via iPhone. So yeah. I dk why I'm blogging right now. I just felt like typing. Haha. This is gonna go down as one the most pointless entries. I bid u adieu.

Awesome guy


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boogers.

 im tired..i really had a lot to say, but when i got outta the shower, it's like i washed away all my awesome ideas in shower.it sucks..coz it sounded cool while i was thinkin it...dont u hate that? like..when u have something really deep and philosophical to talk about, but when given the chance, youre like "uhm...shiiett..." or something like that..haha...and when u try hard to remember what i was about and u end up typing it, it sounds stupid and unorganized..kinda like my blogs..haha..i mean..theyre not THAT disorganized..i like to think of them as being "ordered disogranization" yeah..that's an awesome term..that should be a band name..hahaha..

fccuk..i remember in highschool..when all these bands would come out with ambivalent themes like "hidden in plain view" or ....shit..that's all i can think of right now..hahaha..oh here..pathetic at best...that's kinda ironic right? coz it's like..theyre at their best, but pathetic? whatever though.

see? my mind is wandering now..i really wanna keep writing, coz my fingers got that 'typing-rhythm' goin..u know what i mean? where like you havent hit the backspace button yet? coz you havent messed up any of your words?  yeaah..u know what im talkin about..anyways..

i think i remember what i was gonna write about now..

i wish i could smack the jeepney driver when he waits too long..i wish i could throw my shoe at the teacher that extends the time, i wish they would just put a big-ass gazebo over auf to protect us from the sun, i wish skin color wasnt such a fckn issue..im dark and proud..but have you looked at any of the billboards here in the pi? theyre all fckn white. i wish tricycles had a curfew..coz im sick and tired of hearing buzz by at 10 pm, i wish the roads were smooth..so i would fuckin twist my ankle every time i walk 3 feet, i wish ppl here had the same humor as back home, i wish ppl wouldnt panic at the thought of oral defense[ but ill save that for another entry], i wish ppl would realize that there's a difference between balancing business and pleasure and getting things done, i wish ppl would stop that nosebleed thing, i wish they had more items on the mcdonald's menu like back home, i wish that CHN was an elective [hahahaha], i wish i could pick my nose and find white boogers, instead of black ones coz of all the smog that went up my fckn nose throughout the day. i wish i could stick yellow paper up all the assess of the ppl that ask us to use it, i wish i could wrap those same ppl in manila paper,

and lastly, i wish the philippines a very prosperous country-hood.. coz face it..im here..might as well love the philippines..those are just wishes i know i wont get.

p's and love

Grandpa

I feel like I'm crossing the border of being psychotic. I'm sacrificing most of my social life to do well in school. Yeaah, I know I'm here for school so it shud be no problem. But there are times I just wanna let go of it all and just enjoy.

Some ppl think that I'm just too straight edged, that it's easy for me to turn down a good time, when in reality it's hard. I mean who wouldn't wanna drink, go out, and chill with friends? It's just human instinct to choose fun over something tedious such as studying. I wanna have fun.

Fortunately my self-discipline is sharp with regards to this. Yeah, I struggle, but my my self control always prevails. At least I like to think so. Haha.

The struggle is nothing. The will is everything.


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untitled.

so in ncm..i gotta write up an autobiography..it's for psychiatric nursing..im pretty stoked about it..i dk..i like writing about my experiences..coz theyre oh so super duper awesome...not really..or maybe they are..i like to think they are..haha...but i digress..

so uhm..there was a potential, but i decided to stop..it's worth it anymore..it's stupid..it's got issues that one cannot even begin to fathom [that sounded cool..hahaha..i dont think ive ever used the word "fathom" before] but yeah..im just gonna stop..coz this stress aint worth my time nor awesomeness..as a matter of fact..when im stressed..i just stop being stressed..and become awesome instead..true story.

so yeaah..im really tired..i dont wanna drink coffee tho..i just wanna stay up as long as i can without it..

[blaaah..im kinda conscious about my blog now..im tryin to make it as real as i can now..hahaa..ill just stick to my regular style..whatever..if it's not real for you..you can suck my balls]

so while some friends were over earlier..i began to realize how much of an ass hole i am..haha..i kinda feel guilty, but at the same time..i find it funny...and im kinda proud of it..i think the world needs more neutral assholes..i think im gonna coin that term. "neutral asshole"...im done..im tired..

awesome! 2 entries in 1 night..pieces.

damn

it's been daaays since my last blog.. i kinda have time right now..my groupmates are over right now..we're workin out our stupid thesis..i dk why we have to work on a stupid thesis for just a bachelor's degree..it's fckn ridiculous.

oh yeah, my group is having a sleep over too..coz this thing is due in 2 days..and we're only like 40% done..fcccuk...

im so sleepy..i wanna drink coffee..but im too lazy to get up

so yeah..just found out a got lot of readers..or maybe like 7..hahaha. and they say im real..so i guess that's awesome..aha..and uhm..about the word "aha"..i realized they use that differently here..like "aha" for me is like..half a laugh..ya digg? but here..they use itas reassurance..like we say "okay?" they say "aha" or "ha"..i dont fckn know..haha..something to that "a-ha" extent..lol..but yeah..i gotta get crackn on my work.

pieces world.