i hope this is clear as glass

i have two issues to talk about today. one to clear up and another to clarify.

1) ive been taking some heat from some ppl thinking that im still broken over what happened back in the states. okay, so. im only human. it's only normal for me to feel the way i do.

yes, i know that i shouldnt be "throwing away my dignity and self respect" over this girl, but this girl was worth it all. you'll never truly understand the way i feel until youve lived a day in my shoes. and fine, say she wasnt worth it, it still doesnt help change the way i feel.

Now, to the main thing you guys wanna hear. yes, im still a little bruised up from it, but i am putting myself back together. im stronger, wiser, colder and that much more determined to finish med school. i will complete this task.

DONT THINK OTHERWISE, DONT EVER SPECULATE, AND NEVER EVER MAKE THE MISTAKE OF DOUBTING ME.

2)this blog is mine, and if you dont like what i have to say, you can stop reading it. i only asked you to promote it. i never forced you to read it. so that being said, there's the door.